first draft drawn on 10/03/21 @ The turk's inn in bushwick, brooklyn. the shift was extremely painful and slow so i kept writing i need 2 die lol
April 2, 2021 @ 1:14AM
LongAs!
I want my cash. they try and run around. getting a stash again. letting my habits win. i went to the past. i'll never return again. stupid mistake. i gotta grow up. not the same kid that was jumpin in lakes. nigga been ded. i kno my fate. hand looking red yeah and so is yo face. i don't wanna stay. take me to where u took my friend away. long as i live i will never escape.
july 30, 2021 @ 2:05pm
Careful
niggas always stalk. they want me because i'm special. baby want to talk. i love her but should be careful. now i run town. i swear i am a vessel. let's go away. i don't want to talk. all these niggas fuking lame. i know they want my steeze. you will never match my drive. i die or will succeed. last thing i see is sky and then i rest in peace. so pls love me now before i break through the threshold. rep my hometown. we rocking the hesh. its too cold. can't have you around. you bringing me down. its painful. can't copy my sound. can never be bound. you're shameful. niggas suck.
October 25, 2021 @ 12:10pm
yeah
wait. imma stack money. (but) i blew through it yeah. drugs in stash dummy. watch me do em yeah. bitch i'm mad lonely. come and hold me yeah. rip homies. why you leave me here. lay with my whoadie. imma pull her hair. niggas wan try me. go ahead i dare. have no respect. these people have no respect. had to count it. double check. argue then we're having sex. this is depressing i guess. niggas finessing it's chess. counting my blessings feel less. idk what imma do. looking at the void again. i really thought i was thru. jesus been died for the sins. why do i suffer then too. what's the truth.